because I am too soft for my own good I got in touch with the unexpected despite vowing not to. My thinking is generally that you should live your life the way you would want to leave it. So if i were to find out tomorrow that I had a few hours to live, I would want to know i was leaving with no regrets. This is why I very seldom bear a grudge and this is why I forgive. So this coupled with being pre- menstrual led to calling the unexpected. He wanted to meet to sort things, in true unexpected style made it difficult to actually do that, aggravated me no end at the actual meeting then melted me into forgiving him. Albeit in a totally different capacity. He is now my friend. And I have finally attained peace...
Then in true boy style realises what he's lost and starts trying to sweet talk and ease his way into my heart yet again...
And much though I want to I know he is no good for me the way he is now. So that door will remain closed, for the time being at least *wink* Let Go and Let God right?
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