She realises that she doesn't deal with disappointment well. In fact that is perhaps an understatement. She in fact deals with it badly. It often reduces her to tears.
She also realises that this is really not a good thing.
It's strange when you think of it, because she has taken some fairly hard knocks and she bounces back from them. Sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly, but she always bounces back.
She realises however that the ones she tends to take the worst almost always involve her significant other. With her friends she thinks she is more forgiving and so she is disappointed less.
She wonders why this is so. She believes it is symptomatic of a deeper more fundamental fear. She just wishes she knew what it was....
She thinks it might be linked to a fear of abandonment because she takes partings very badly too.
She thinks she needs a shrink.
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