with a giggly heart

"This Is It"

Dannii Minogue

This is it

Oh This time I know it's the real thing

I can't explain what I'm feeling

I'm lost for words

I'm in a daze

Stunned and amazed

By your open ways

Whoo, you smiled at me

And suddenly

The wheels of love began to turn inside of me

Hey, you said hello

Oh, I felt aglow

Right then and there I knew I'd never let you go

'Cos I know

I know

This is it

Oh This time I know it's the real thing

I can't explain what I'm feeling

I'm lost for words

I'm in a daze

Stunned and amazed

By your open ways

Oh, the touch of you

Is something new

Nobody ever made me feel the way you do

Whoo, it's heavenly

Oh it's ecstasy

The way you make me feel when you make love to me

Oh yeah

Can't you see

This is it

This time I know it's the real thing

and I can't explain what I'm feeling

I'm lost for words

I'm in a daze

Stunned and amazed

By your open ways

This is it

Oh yeah yeah yeah

Oh, the touch of you

Is something new

Nobody ever made me feel the way you do

Let me tell ya,

heavenly

Ecstasy

Oh, when you make love to me

This is it

This time I know it's the real thing

I can't explain what I'm feeling

I'm lost for words

I'm in a daze

Stunned and amazed

By your open ways

This is it

Oh This time I know

I can't explain what I'm feeling

Yeah

I'm in a daze

Mmmm

With your open ways

This is it

This time I know it's the real thing

*smile* So this song has been playing in my head for two days now. Not entirely apt but close enough. This is how Buddy makes me feel. Seller was nice, but it was almost entirely practical. Buddy is practical, but he's also more than that. He also makes my tummy flip flop and that makes all the difference.

I don't loathe practicality in matters of the heart, I just believe there should be more to it than that. He's different from the others i've been with, not just in the practical sense, he as a person is not like the rest. But that's ok, the rest have gotten me no where. His differences set him apart and perhaps may be the reason this may just work *fingers crossed*.

Maybe just maybe?

Buddy and I have had a lovely weekend. After an initial hiccup last week where I told him that I had issue with the fact that we didn't talk about anything that mattered.

It bothered that he seemed to lack passion. Not in the sexual sense. More in the "life and things that matter" sense. A passion for life, for learning, for experiences. A drive for more than this. It's something I have and can't imagine being without. It's what keeps things interesting. It's what I respect. I need someone who has honest to goodness beliefs and a passion for those beliefs.

I had begun to question if this all there was to him and if i could be with someone who didn't have this and who couldn't share with me. I mean, when I'm a crone with saggy tits and jowls and no teeth, what else is there going to be other than good conversation.

And this weekend, we talked. About stuff and nonsense. And it was wonderful.

And I've begun to realise that he is indeed growing on me. It hit me this morning, he'd sent me a photograph of him from a year ago with ringlets in his hair. He looked terrible, it made me laugh. And instead of thinking "Oh dear god! What am I dating?" I thought it was endearing and didn't think it looked too bad.

Blinded? Perhaps :) And willingly so.

because I am a self- help article junkie

So I read this in an article today:-

"Deep down in your soul, endings are only commas, not periods"

Food for thought me thinks.