Give me strength

It has been a taxing month. I never realised before this just how much time I need to myself to keep myself sane. It's a good day when I spend an hour at home other than sleeping time at the moment. Time to myself is restricted to the time I spend getting ready in the morning. Many many hours are spent with a lot of people who exist on a different planet to me. Lack of sleep and too much work means it's that little bit harder to smile and be reasonable. "Make the stupid people shut up" says my brain through a clenched grin.

But I'm good. The sadist in me is strangely enjoying the experience. I am learning more about being Bruneian and Malay and I can honestly say I am developing a real pride in this little nation of mine.


"The will of God will never send you where the grace of God cannot keep you"


Have faith and stay true little heart of mine...